By: Adam McClendon
Adam is the Lead
Pastor at Springhill
Church and the Director of New
Line Ministries.
The following journal entry is from the late 1800s. It was taken from http://www.ket.org/civilwar/families.html
and is provided as an example of living out the ramifications of Matthew
10:34-39. The call to follow Christ is
high, but the consequences of not following are higher.
Enjoy.
John Fee was a Methodist minister from Kentucky. His father was a prosperous slave-holding farmer. In Fee's diary, he chronicles the conflicts he had with his father over slavery. This entry describes how he tried to free a slave named Julett to save her from being sold and separated from her family:
Intelligence came to me that my brother had advised my father to sell
the woman referred to, for the reason that there were more women in the family
than were needed.
I said to my wife: "I cannot redeem all slaves, nor even all in my
father's family, but the labors of Julett and her husband contributed in part
to the purchase of the land I yet own in Indiana, and to sell those lands and
redeem her will be in some measure returning to her and her husband what they
have toiled for." My wife said: "Do what you think is right." I
took my horse, rode twenty-five miles to my father's house and spent the night.
In the morning of the next day I sought an opportunity when my father was
alone, and having learned that he would sell, asked what he would take for
Julett. He fixed his price. I said: "Will you sell her to me if I bring to
you the money?" He said yes. I immediately rode to Germantown and borrowed
the requisite amount of money by mortgaging my remaining tract of land for the
payment. Whilst there I executed a bill of sale, so that without delay my
father could sign it, before he even returned from the field at noon. I
tendered to him the money and the bill of sale. He signed the bill of sale, and
took the money. I immediately went to "Add," the husband of Julett,
and told him I had bought Julett and should immediately secure by law her freedom.
I said to him: "I would gladly redeem you but I have not the means."
He replied: "I am glad you can free her; I can take care of myself better
than she can." I went to the house, wrote a perpetual pass for the woman,
gave it to her, and said, "You are a free woman; be in bondage to no
man." Tears of gratitude ran down her sable cheeks. I then told her that
at the first county court day I would take her to the clerk's office, where her
height could be taken and she be otherwise described, and a record of her
freedom made. This was just before the amendment to the State Constitution that
forbade emancipation in the State. At noon my father came in and told my mother
of the transaction. My mother was displeased, -- did not want to spare the
woman from certain work for which she was fitted. My father came to me and
requested that I cancel the contract and give up the bill of sale. I said to
him, "Here is my horse, and I have a house and lot in Lewis County; I will
give them to you if you so desire; but to sell a human being I may not."
He became very angry and went to the freed woman and said to her, "When
you leave this house never put your foot on my farm again, for I do not intend
to have a free ***** on my farm." The woman, the wife and mother, came to
me and said, "Master says if I leave here I shall never come back again; I
cannot leave my children; I would rather go back into slavery." I said, "I
have done what I regarded as my duty. To now put you back into slavery, I
cannot. We must simply abide the consequences." The woman was in deep
distress and helpless as a child. Although I had my horse and was ready to
ride, I felt I could not leave the helpless one until a way of relief should
open. After a time Julett came to me and said, "As long as mistress shall
live I can stand it; I would rather stay." I said, "You are a free
woman and must make your own decision. If my father will furnish to you a home,
and clothe and feed you, and you shall choose as a free woman to stay, all
well; but to sell you back into slavery, I cannot." To this proposition to
furnish a home to the freed woman my father agreed. There was now a home for
the freed woman, and this with her husband and children and grand-children.
That day of agony was over and eventide had come. I spent the night. The
next morning just as I was about starting back to my home, my father said to
me, "Julett is here on my premises, and I will sell her before sundown if
I can." I turned to him and said, "Father, I am now that woman's only
guardian. Her husband cannot protect her, -- I only can. I must do as I would
be done by; and though it is hard for me to now say to you what I intended to
say, yet if you sell that woman, I will prosecute you for so doing, as sure as
you are a man." I saw the peril of the defenseless woman. I would gladly
have cast from me the cup of a further contest, but I saw that to leave her,
though now a free woman, was not the end of obligation. I felt forcibly the
applicability of the words, "Cursed be he that doeth the work of the Lord
negligently, and cursed be he that keepeth back the sword from blood" Jer.
48:10. I mounted my horse and rode twelve miles where I could get legal
counsel, -- counsel on which I could rely. I found that if I left the woman on
my father's premises without any public record of her having been sold, the
fact of her being then on his premises would be regarded as "prima
facie" evidence that she was his property and that he could sell her. I
also found that in as much as he had sold her to me, I could, by law, compel
him to do that which was just and right, -- make a record of the fact of sale.
I rode back twelve miles, told my father what was his legal obligation, and
asked him to conform to it. He said he would not. I then said to him, "It
will be a hard trial for me to arraign my father in a civil court, for neglect
of justice to a helpless woman, and also for a plain violation of law; but I
will do so, as sure as you are a man, if you do not make the required record of
sale." After hesitancy and delay he made the record. These were hours of
distress to me, to my father, to my mother, and to the ransomed woman; but the
only way to ultimate peace, was to hold on rigidly to the right; though in so
doing I had, in the Gospel sense, to leave father, mother, brother, sisters,
houses, lands, -- all, for Christ's sake. I was conscious that no other motive
impelled me.
From the Autobiography of John Fee
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Chapel Hill.
It may be used freely by individuals for research, teaching, and
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Call number F459.B4 F2 1891 (Davis Library, UNC-CH)
The above journal entry was
reposted from: http://www.ket.org/civilwar/families.html
accessed April 4, 2014.
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